I got trust issues and I can't seem to get laid

My stepmom hits me and my old man don't get paid

No one's hugged me since my mom in the second grade

I dreamed my body was a bomb about to detonate

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I drank 6 cans of my old man's hard lemonade

I can't throw up and I can't sleep so that's just great

I guess I'll message all those people that I hate

And if I had a car I'd leave say'n fuck this mental state